I am so stupid, keep waiting on it. 3 months already past, when I will wake up?
I keep waiting on it even I know what will happen on the end. So I say I am stupid right now.
People ask me to forget you. Forget you? It is not that easy for me. Who ask you promised me such that much things? Now I should say "padan muka" to myself or to you? I think maybe more to myself. 女人善变？对。但男人也是善变的，they just use the another way to show it out.
So now I still want to wait for you? or? who can tell me? Just one thing can stop my mind think about this. That is work. I work from Monday until Saturday, in this six days sure I won't think about this. But today is Sunday,see....I keep thinking about this.
So I want my Sunday also busy busy busy busy busy busy so I won't think about it. But sometime before I sleep I will think about it also. Wah.....what can I do la?
Lesson learn " Don't easily promise something if you can't make it "
Now I feel this is not myself. When I can become myself back?
You are not my boyfriend but the way I treat you, you are the first person.
I miss you.
