最近觉得自己变了，我到底是谁？为什么我感觉到现在的自己和以前得自己变得不一样了？现在的我是一个很令人讨厌的我。现在的我很爱乱发脾气，。真的很令人讨厌。我是不是应该反省下呢？如果我再这样下去，我很确定身边的人会一个一个离我而去。
我不是不要改变而是我自己都不清楚问题出现在哪，有谁可以告诉我？我真的很想知道。
现在的我很自以为是，以为自己很厉害，但是自己根本就一点也不厉害。自己以为自己做的东西一定是对的，可是自己以为是对的东西其实是错的。
我到底是怎么了？为什么那么骄傲？为什么那么自大？为什么那么串？为什么那么不负责任？为什么？为什么？为什么？为什么？
人是会变的，但我已经变到不好的哪一方面去了。我是时候醒了，告诉自己不能在那样了。我要变去好的那一方面，我不能再那么自私了。
Thursday 8 March 2012
Sunday 8 January 2012
The things you promised me......................it gone
I am so stupid, keep waiting on it. 3 months already past, when I will wake up?
I keep waiting on it even I know what will happen on the end. So I say I am stupid right now.
People ask me to forget you. Forget you? It is not that easy for me. Who ask you promised me such that much things? Now I should say "padan muka" to myself or to you? I think maybe more to myself. 女人善变？对。但男人也是善变的，they just use the another way to show it out.
So now I still want to wait for you? or? who can tell me? Just one thing can stop my mind think about this. That is work. I work from Monday until Saturday, in this six days sure I won't think about this. But today is Sunday,see....I keep thinking about this.
So I want my Sunday also busy busy busy busy busy busy so I won't think about it. But sometime before I sleep I will think about it also. Wah.....what can I do la?
Lesson learn " Don't easily promise something if you can't make it "
Now I feel this is not myself. When I can become myself back?
You are not my boyfriend but the way I treat you, you are the first person.
I miss you.
I keep waiting on it even I know what will happen on the end. So I say I am stupid right now.
People ask me to forget you. Forget you? It is not that easy for me. Who ask you promised me such that much things? Now I should say "padan muka" to myself or to you? I think maybe more to myself. 女人善变？对。但男人也是善变的，they just use the another way to show it out.
So now I still want to wait for you? or? who can tell me? Just one thing can stop my mind think about this. That is work. I work from Monday until Saturday, in this six days sure I won't think about this. But today is Sunday,see....I keep thinking about this.
So I want my Sunday also busy busy busy busy busy busy so I won't think about it. But sometime before I sleep I will think about it also. Wah.....what can I do la?
Lesson learn " Don't easily promise something if you can't make it "
Now I feel this is not myself. When I can become myself back?
You are not my boyfriend but the way I treat you, you are the first person.
I miss you.
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